Thursday, March 29, 2007

Why do I keep living? Huh? I’m serious! Why?! I’m pissed…. There is nothing for me to live for… no point to anything…. No point to living, breathing, eating, sleeping, blinking, seeing, hearing… ……………………………. Feeling……… Why do I feel? I have no point in living…. So why do I feel? Hell I don’t even have a point in dying!! So, why do I keep living? Is there some great point that I don’t understand???!!! Really, is there really any point in it….? ................ I can only see that there is no point….
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I see nothing, I hear nothing, I know nothing……………… I feel nothing……… I only know that I love my daughter… and…… maybe…….no I won’t say it… I’ll just ignore it and it will just go away won’t it. Nothingness…. That is all that there is……. Nothingness…………….
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